Showing posts with label Our Goodbye is Not the End. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Our Goodbye is Not the End. Show all posts

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Monday's Mourning Ministry - Her Hearts Cry / Jesus Take the Wheel ~Carrie Underwood




Merry Katherine and I at the beach August, 2005



Monday's Mourning Ministry


Her Hearts Cry


~


Jesus Take the Wheel


~Carrie Underwood





Her Heart's Cry: "Jesus, Take the Wheel!"



It was August, just one year before

That very drastic day

When her driver let the car drift off

The road, taking her life away.


She and I were going to

The beach that we both so loved...

After two hard years

Of her acting out, she slipped this from its glove...


Put it in the truck's c.d. player for me to hear,

A c.d. entitled simply, "Believe,"

Playing the song that you'll hear here...

Less than one year later, she'd see her mommy grieve...


She played that song, her heart's cry;

She wanted me to know

That though her body acted out,

Her heart before her God was hurting so.


"Jesus take the wheel!" the song would play,

I teased her, "Wait, will this song end well?"

As songs she loved would oft depress her mommy's heart.

She laughed, assuring me it would, one year before I'd be living hell...


Two days after she was killed,

An intuitive friend of mine came by to grieve:

"I think Merry Katherine wants you to have this,"

And she handed me a metal scripted word that simply said,


"Believe."



My friend had no clue of the incident I just shared,

And at the time, I didn't quickly clue in either.

But later when before my Lord, my heart was bared,

I got her message from Heaven, to her Mommy, now a griever...



And though now I'm living hell,

Hurting, missing her, and just wanting her near,

Thankfully my precious child revealed her heart,

And though I'm hurting, I must admit,

Even though we are temporarily apart,


"Yes, her story truly does end... Well!"







Jesus Take the Wheel


Carrie Underwood



Lyrics


Songwriters: James, Brett; Lindsey, Hillary; Sampson, Gordie;



She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati

On a snow white Christmas Eve

Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy

With the baby in the backseat


Fifty miles to go and she was running low

On faith and gasoline

It'd been a long hard year


She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention

She was going way too fast

Before she knew it she was spinning

On a thin black sheet of glass


She saw both their lives flash before her eyes

She didn't even have time to cry

She was so scared

She threw her hands up in the air


Jesus, take the wheel

Take it from my hands

'Cause I can't do this on my own


I'm letting go

So give me one more chance

To save me from this road I'm on

Jesus, take the wheel


It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder

And the car came to a stop

She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat

Sleeping like a rock


And for the first time in a long time

She bowed her head to pray

She said I'm sorry for the way

I've been living my life


I know I've got to change

So from now on tonight


Jesus, take the wheel

Take it from my hands

'Cause I can't do this on my own


I'm letting go

So give me one more chance

To save me from this road I'm on


Oh Jesus, take the wheel

Oh, I'm letting go


So give me one more chance

Save me from this road I'm on

From this road I'm on

Jesus, take the wheel

Oh, take it, take it from me

Oh, why, ooh











Picture: Mine

Poem - Her Heart's Cry: "Jesus, Take the Wheel!" -Angie Bennett Prince - 1/22/2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcR8N_v0ymQ

Lyrics: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/carrie-underwood-lyrics/jesus-take-the-wheel-lyrics.html


Monday, April 19, 2010

Monday's Mourning Ministry - With Hope - Steven Curtis Chapman






Monday's Mourning Ministry


With Hope


Steven Curtis Chapman



This is not at all how we thought

it was supposed to be We had so many plans for you

We had so many dreams

And now you've gone away

And left us with the memories of your smile


And nothing we can say

And nothing we can do

Can take away the pain

The pain of losing you,

but we

can cry with hope

We can say goodbye with hope

'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no



And we can grieve with hope

'Cause we believe with hope

Thre's a place where

we'll see your face again


We'll see your face again

We'll see your face again


And never have I known

Anything so hard to understand

And never have I questioned more

The wisdom of God's plan

But through the cloud of tears

I see the Father's smile and say well done



And I imagine you

Where you wanted most to be

Seeing all your dreams come true

'Cause now you're home

and now you're free


And we can cry with hope

We can say goodbye with hope

Cause we know our

goodbye is not the end, oh no


And we can grieve with hope

'Cause we believe with hope

Thre's a place where

we'll see your face again


We'll see your face again

We'll see your face again



We have this hope as an anchor

'Cause we believe that everything

God promised us is true,

So we can cry with hope

We can say goodbye with hope

Cause we know

our goodbye is not the end, oh no



And we can grieve with hope

Cause we believe with hope,

there's a place, by God's Grace,

There's a place where we'll see your face...again,



We'll see your face again,

So, we can cry with hope,

We can say goodbye with hope,


We ache with hope

We ache with hope

We cry with hope

We let go with hope...





Thank you to Steven Curtis Chapman for his gift of song amidst his grief. May the Lord bless you and hold you as you grieve along with his broken heart over his precious daughter Maria, 2003-2008, age 5, and over your precious child as well. Much love to you all.







http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RC_JOk23aI