Happy Birthday in Heaven Merry Katherine!

Happy Birthday in Heaven Merry Katherine!

Your birthday brings back memories

Of laughter and of tears

Of all the celebrations held

Throughout your precious years

As you're now watching over me

I hope that you can see

How much those memories we made

Will always mean to me

I'll always cherish times we had

And smile just at the thought

I hope you know the magnitude

Of joy your life here brought

On holidays and birthdays

It's so hard to be apart

Like every day that falls between

Your memory fills my heart

You're with me now where e'er I go

You're part of all I do

I'll celebrate your special day 

And the gift of knowing you

Happy Birthday, precious (((((Merry Katherine)))))! 

Though you are forever 19 and forever held in our Father's arms, we hold you so close in our hearts on what today would have been your 29th birthday here on earth. 

We love and miss you today and everyday and will for the rest of our lives and forever after that! 

Love to you from 

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With thanks to
(Card lyrics written by ~kp)
Out of the Ashes / FB

Happy Birthday, Angel!

Happy Birthday, Merry Katherine!

Merry Katherine Prince

March 29, 1987 - August 2, 2006

I face each day, doing pretty well now,

Facing this life, this life without you,

Surviving daily, I don't know how,

When my heart, I admit, is broken in two.

Why then, when I write, are the tears falling down

When I picture your face, or your laughter rings out,

When I feel, in my tears, I really might drown,

And I'm returned to square one of this terrible drought,

This drought that was brought by that terrible day,

That day, despite prayer, you were taken away,

This drought that claws at my heart every day

Yet somehow I go on, somehow find a way…

It seems I face each day, doing pretty well now;

I'm doing more work, a seeming progression,

But only you and God really see how

I'm doing inside, my tears, my true confession.

And now, once again, your birthday arrives,

Yet you are not here, for us to celebrate…

(How is it, amidst drought, the rest of the world thrives

When we are left behind, to watch our hearts break?)

Yet, you see, I am learning to cope,

To live amidst death in this terrible drought:

Your smile, as you lean into God, brings me Hope

And your continued Love forges a way through death's drought,

As our life on this earth lives on in the prayer

Fully realized in Christ once we are There!

And then we will joy in God's grand celebration

Where pain pales in the face of our Father's elation.

Happy 26th Birthday, Merry Katherine!

We love you and long to see you again,

Mommy, Daddy, Rollin, Stephanie, Merry Elizabeth, and Nathan

Tuesday's Trust - The Birthday Party Now

Tuesday's Trust

The Birthday Party Now

With Merry Katherine's birthday coming up in 2 1/2 weeks, her birthday is on my mind... So last night I had a wonderful dream that ended in a nightmare. And yet, her happiness was replete, unencumbered by the complications occurring around me...

I dreamed of your birthday party last night;

Happy, you were, surrounded by your friends ~

Oh, for me, it was a joyous sight,

Like a glimpse at a happiness that never ends…

My family soon came to join the party,

A festive reunion was felt in the air.

The joy was great, the laughter hardy;

Then entered a tiny glimpse at despair…

When a grumpy soul issued a complaint,

Communicating I was doing it all wrong,

The festive air attempting to taint,

But I knew the happiness coming of your birthday song…

and knew you were above the fray of the fretting doubts of the petulant throng.

Is that how it is today:

Your happiness is complete;

The tragic air that surrounds me,

With your joy, simply cannot compete?

The taunts that come do not touch you

For you're surrounded with your Heavenly view.

And I? I must simply keep my eyes Above,

Seeing, you truly are ever surrounded with love.

The torments here may come and go

But I know they'll never impair your Heavenly glow!

Rest easy now my child in all your joy;

Your family of love will soon come to enjoy

Our Heavenly Father's never-ending love

As we join the ranks in your party Above.

Until then, please know, our hearts are ever with you;

Though steeped in sadness, we're ever refreshed by God's Heavenly Dew

That keeps reminding us of the Joy that lies ahead when together we'll sing,

"Happy Birthday to you!"

Picture, thanks to ~Pinterest
Poem - The Birthday Party Now - Angie Bennett Prince - 3/11/2013

Your 25th Birthday - In Loving Memory of Merry Katherine Prince

In Loving Memory

Merry Katherine Prince

(3/29/1987 - 8/2/2006)

25 years old, today you would be

Had Death not taken you 6 years ago.

We survive today knowing you're happy,

Living in Love under the Father's glow.

But baby our lives have been impacted

By devastations wreaked by our great loss:

If life's a prism, our light's refracted,

Shattered by the load of Death's heavy cross.

Bones broken, cancers unleashed, lives stymied,

Each of us now, in ways, walks with a limp,

No longer the same after Death's stampede;

We only get through as we cling to Him.

Grief is God's road of Light through the Darkness;

Tears clear the way as Love's cleansing rain.

Hallowing the ground of Death's harsh starkness,

God Himself meets us to comfort our pain.

Today we smile as we embrace your life,

Grief's temporary burdens though now we bear.

We know you're freed from tempestuous strife,

Once received in the arms of Abba's care.

So for now by grace, we will carry on;

We'll see you in time as we're carried Home;

But until then, you will live in our prayer

Of thanks to God we'll embrace again There.

Happy Birthday in Heaven! We love you so!

Mommy, Daddy, Nathan, Rollin, Stephanie, and Merry Elizabeth

Monday's Mourning Ministry - Alone in My Grief, and Yet... Not Alone / Before the Morning ~Josh Wilson

The sun was disappearing, leaving its skid marks of color, like the smear of fingerpaints, on a wall of clouds that rolled up from the collar of the mountains.

~Terry Kay, Shadow Song

Monday's Mourning Ministry

Alone in My Grief, and Yet... Not Alone

Surrounded by God the Love of Friends...Makes All the Difference!

~

Before the Morning

~Josh Wilson

On Merry Katherine's birthday, I was amazed at the sweet and warm impact on Tommy and me of the responses of so many Facebook friends. Today, one, two, even three days later, I am exhausted and thankful, yet when I want to go and thank everyone, the words disappear. They flow down into a little puddle of nothingness at the base of my heart. When I lean over to draw out of the pool, all I come up with is a terrible ache in my heart that insists it has no words, but it would very much like to cry.

Where is my baby? Where is my lively one? Where is my shopping partner, that picks out the very same things I love? Where is that refreshing original mind that expresses a thought of clarity that describes to a tee, but goes beyond into a characterization that stops you in your tracks and makes sense of the world in a way I hadn't thought of before. " So like her daddy. Both sometimes so real, it makes you want to cringe, and yet such a relief when you're dying for someone to please cut through all the B.S.

I am so grateful to my friends who "get it," I can't even begin to tell you, but I'd like to try...

To read birthday wishes sent straight to my baby's heart says you welcome her, and you know she exists (even though the rest of the world, many of whom know her better as they experienced this multi-faceted, bigger-than-life child, now don't seem to "know" her or acknowledge her at all), and she matters. Yes, my child ~ and yours ~ matter.

When you described scenes of her holding me tight, it took me back, and I could actually feel what it was like with her arms around me...

When you described birthday parties in Heaven, I could see the party and revel in it.

When you reminded me I will be with her again to hold her, I could see myself there with her, and know "now" is only a dream, while "being with her for an eternity" --though not presently seen-- is the true reality I can climb into.

"The Lord hears our cries and saves our tears" paints the picture of the beautiful reality of the tenderness of God toward us, and the preciousness of who we are to Him, that He would actually save our tears, those tears the rest of the world seems to see as despicable and weak, and signals that we aren't doing the "job" they've assigned for us to do ~ to get over "it" and "move on," as if "it" were not our vital, beautiful loving child, but was just a piece of refuse picked up off the dirty street and held onto like some great "find" by some crazed person who doesn't have a lick of sense...

"Only His peace that passes understanding sustains us," says you "get it" ~ this experiencing a child's death is a feat none could bear alone, but there is available to us the Loving One's love and comfort that alone can give us the peace we thought was unattainable. And it is a reminder that He is there and His love is there for the taking.

"I hope you are surrounded by her love and warm memories," you write, and immediately I feel surrounded by her, and so grateful that you know how important that is!

"She is a precious Teen Angel and I am sure having an amazing Birthday!" from one of her friend's mothers who KNOWS my baby, and recognizes the reality of where she is now and who she still is and what she is doing right now ~ the REALITY that's real, but that cannot be seen by the human eye, yet true anyway. But she knows it's true like I know it's true, and she stepped out of her comfort zone to acknowledge that for me and for Merry Katherine.

"Thinking of y'all today!" ~ says, This day is special, and we have not forgotten; we're with you in spirit even though not in flesh, but our hearts are with you.

"Sending cyber hugs to" me and Tommy, acknowledging that very special "happiness and fulfillment" she brought to our lives, and then a direct "Happy Birthday Merry Katherine!" acknowledging you know she's real, so real you are sending a wish straight to her heart.

"My thoughts and prayers are with you...your sweet baby...." Each acknowledgment of her validates her sweetness and the reality of her existence to me; thoughts and prayers say you're with me in heart, and you know, really KNOW how hard it is for us to be apart from one another.

"Thinking of you and Merry Katherine today and always" says ~I'm with you, and I will continue to be with you!~ Wow!

"I can just see Merry and (ER) meeting at her party up in Heaven and talking about how their mom's are on the same facebook group!" ~helps me then... I can SEE them talking, and am so glad they KNOW we're united in spirit down here as we're grieving being away from them...who are now together.

"For now Jesus holds them, until we meet face to face." ~ instantly reminds me ~She IS being loved, and held, and nurtured / She IS important / She IS being cared for, (not something that was just thrown out with the day's trash as the civilian's "move on" approach would suggest! And she is in community with our other precious children, embraced in our Lord's arms.

"Like when you come through an airport and in the crowd you see your loved one peeking through" ~ brings tears as I SEE her watching for me expectantly.

"My candle will be lit here in California" ~ you are doing a physical action acknowledging what is spiritually sent my way. Very touching.

"I hope you feel her arms holding you tight" ~ I do now that you paint the beautiful picture for me.

"May you feel her presence all around you" ~ reminds me how much through the day her presence was right here beside me... enabling me to reflect back on each instance....

"One day, we will all have the BIGGEST birthday party ever in Heaven!" ~ sweetly reminds me, ~It's coming and you have that to look forward to.

"My prayers are with you." ~ says, I'm not alone in this pain.

"I'm remembering Merry with you and sending up "Happy Birthday" wishes to your beautiful daughter." ~ another tangible wish being sent to my baby, and your taking time to remember her AND send her wishes validates a here-and-now "friendship" wish being sent to my precious living daughter!

"May your treasured memories of Merry bring a smile to your face everyday, and allow you sweet dreams of her each night. I wish you peace." ~What a beautiful blessing of peace that conjures up the times today (on her birthday), I had already "felt" those very things, and knowing you are sending me a blessing that such sweet feelings continue to go with me.

Another "Happy Birthday to your sweet baby girl." ~ incredible pictures in my heart, seeing my new friends not only loving me, but actively sending love and acknowledgement to my little one.

"And blessings to her namesake." ~ Wow, already a blessing being sent to another precious one hidden from our eyes now, but who is very real, and yet without being seen, is being acknowledged as real, and is being blessed!

And finally "What a beautiful day you had, even in the midst of the sadness. I know God was with you." ~ And Indeed, HE WAS with me, and how sweet to know that you KNOW that too!

❤Much love and appreciation to you all for taking time to "be with" me on that very special day... :0) ❤

Before the Morning

Josh Wilson

Do you wonder why you have to,

Feel the things that hurt you?

If there's a God who loves you,

where is He now?

Maybe, there are things you can't see

And all those things are happening

To bring a better ending

Some day, some how,

You'll see, you'll see

Chorus:

Would you dare, would you dare, to believe,

That you still have a reason to sing,

'Cause the pain that you've been feeling,

Can't compare to the joy that's coming

So hold on, you got to wait for the light

Press on, you just fight the good fight

'Cause the pain that you've been feeling,

It's just the dark before the morning

My friend, you know how this all ends

And you know where you're going,

You just don't know how you'll get there

So say a prayer.

and hold on,

'Cause there's good who love God,

But life is not a snapshot,

It might take a little time,

But you'll see the bigger picture

Would you dare, would you dare, to believe,

That you still have a reason to sing,

'Cause the pain you've been feeling,

Can't compare to the joy that's coming

So hold on, you got to wait for the light

Press on, you just fight the good fight

'Cause the pain you've been feeling,

it's just the dark before the morning

yeah, yeah,

before the morning,

yeah, yeah

Once you feel the weight of glory,

All your pain will fade to memory

Once you feel the weight of glory,

All your pain will fade to memory

Memory, memory, yeah

Would you dare, would you dare, to believe,

That you still got a reason to sing,

'Cause the pain that you've been feeling,

It can't compare to the joy that's coming

Would you dare, would you dare, to believe,

That you still go a reason to sing,

'Cause the pain that you've been feeling,

It can't compare to the joy that's coming

Come on, you got to wait for the light

Press on, just fight the good fight

'Cause the pain you've been feeling,

It's just the hurt before the healing

Oh, the pain you've been feeling,

It's just the dark before the morning

Before the morning, yeah, yeah

Before the morning