"O, that was just a dream!"
"O Hell No!!!"
What A Cruel Joke:
"She's here, but you can't have her."
"O Hell No!
"Having to live without her is a living nightmare!"
It seems I've always got a simmering growl underneath the surface. I feel a constant tension in my jaw. Weeping and gnashing are going on all the time inside me at an unconscious level.
It's like at some deep level there is always weeping and gnashing going on in my heart and soul.
Perhaps this is really "the new normal" for Child-Loss Grievers, better defined as
"The New Hell-on-Earth Normal"!
My Life's Call: Keep my child alive.
Pictures - Top, Dark Sky, thanks to Grieving Mother, Nancy Tuz
Below, Climbing the Heavens, thanks to Grieving Mother, Darlene Thomas