Showing posts with label A Child-Loss Mother Writes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label A Child-Loss Mother Writes. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Tuesday's Trust - A Mother's Cross





Tuesday's Trust

A Mother's Cross





What can extricate me
From this terrible pain?
I must train my eyes to see
My loss is still her gain…

But O this is such a terrible loss!

(…Yet she sees her Master upon the cross...
He gave His all that her child might live;
She bowed her head and humbly said,)

"Lord, what can I give?"


"My child, you're bearing the world's worst pain
That your child may have Me, her eternal gain.
It's a Sacred Trust you bear for love;
She's resting now in her Home above.

"So remember each time you shed a tear,
I draw your baby ever near:
Your salty tears she helps me collect
For by each tear, your souls connect!"



Paroxysms of grief begin to flow
As my love flows up from here below.

"My painful tears are the least I can give,
You gave Your life that my baby might live!

"The birth pangs from here to bear her There
Are this mother's sacrifice, 
As, Lord, our Sacrificial Love for her,
 Together, we might share."




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"I believe that writing is an account of the powers of extrication."

~John Cheever, Journals  


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"What is healing, but a shift in perspective." 

~Mark Doty, Heaven's Coast   


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"I am the only one who can tell the story of my life and say what it means."

~Dorothy Allison, Two or Three Things I Know for Sure


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~quotes gathered and shared by Louise De Salvo in her book, 
Writing as a Way of Healing




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"You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in Your bottle. You have recorded each one in Your book."
   


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"But now, like a woman in childbirth,
.......I cry out, I gasp and pant."




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"We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.
"In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.
"What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:
'For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.'
"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

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"A woman giving birth to a child has pain because her time has come; but when her baby is born she forgets the anguish because of her joy that a child is born into the world."












Poem - A Mother's Cross - Angie Bennett Prince - 12/10/2012

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Wednesday's Woe - Caught in the Paradox of Worlds Between Life and Death




Wednesday's Woe

Caught in the Paradox of Worlds 

Between 

Life and Death





One glance in the mirror:
In my eyes I see
A woman who is bearing on her shoulder
The weight of the world, its tragedy...

(How can this be?
From one who has just sipped her tea
By the side of her true love,
Watching the beauty of God's world
Stretched out before me~

From white-breasted sparrow to black-capped chicadee
To house finches all around the feeder unfurled
While cardinals perch, looking out on their world:
All God's handiwork captured
In these frailest of creatures,
Frailer even than this daughter-less mother
Who from her troubles wants to run for cover...

Can I not see God's light shone in these
Frailest of creatures...yet noblest in ways
To exemplify the Creator's noblesse oblige:

"The world is charged with the grandeur of God.
It will flame out, like shining from shook foil."*

Why do these visions of "grandeur" pale out
So quickly with one walk inside
Upon seeing my unknowing, but revealing pout
That unmasks this grieving mother's apparent need to hide?

Perhaps like Eliot, I could remember,

"The wounded surgeon plies the steel
That questions the distempered part;
Beneath the bleeding hands we feel
The sharp compassion of the healer's art."**)


May God touch my wounds
As He once touched Christ's tomb,
Bringing life to the dead,
Yielding His light despite Death's darkest tread,

Resurrecting my heart
With "the sharp compassion of the Healer's art,"
To restore my childlike wonder
Despite the ravages of Death's lightning and thunder
That threaten daily to take me under...

Like the prodigal's father, may He run to meet me,
Overriding my pleading words
Full of the frailty of the helpless birds,
Showering me with a Father's grace
Shown by the love that lights up His face,

Melting the hardness that's crept within,
Restoring the softness of the pardoned sin,
(Despite the Serpent's ever sly coil)
Once again charging my world "with the grandeur of God,"
Flaming out Death "like the shining of shook foil."

Amidst the ravages of Death's daily devastation,
O Lord, restore unto me the joy of Thy salvation!


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"Restore to me the joy of Your salvation
and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me."

~Psalm 51:12 NIV





*Gerard Manley Hopkins
**T. S. Eliot












Poem - Caught in the Paradox of Worlds Between Life and Death - Angie Bennett Prince - June 5, 2012