Showing posts with label Heart Scars. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart Scars. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Tuesday's Trust - Heart Scars in The Lepers' Colony








Tuesday's Trust

Heart Scars

in

The Lepers' Colony














Heart Scars in The Lepers' Colony


We of the lepers' colony know who we are;
We limp, we falter, we need to hide…
We notice: our friends, too, retreat afar…
So to tend our wounds, in our Lord we abide ~
He is our safety: He accepts where we are;
He embraces our honesty; He comes alongside.

We of the lepers' colony know who we are;
Our wounds, too deep, others run far and wide
Yet we know deep love must bleed out, though it creates scar after scar,
So our own wounds we tend, and to other lepers confide.
As we groan and we limp and cannot run far,
We narrow our world, and make time to abide
In the deep Spirit of God who comes alongside.

He too knows deep grief as His Son left His side
To go and love others, and suffer Love's scars
Even to death, so He could bring us alongside
To come to His Father, and in His love abide.

(He suffers when each of us lambs, running afar,
Afraid of our own needs, in fear we hide,
Not letting Him come near to see who we are,
And yet, we need a Savior both to rescue and chide
To draw us to Him, and to face who we are.)

Without facing our pain, and our own hurt denied,
We cheat ourselves, allowing Him to bear all our scars,
Till with Love He o'ercomes us and opens our eyes
To know we need Him to help us face ourselves, and carry Love's scars.

So now too we cherish our pain gushing from inside,
Though it torments and wounds, healing over into each scar,
For each scar represents the Love we still have for our child
And reminds us of our mothering and fathering, for that's who we are.

With all the joys and the pains, we come to our child's side;
In embracing all the emotions, we feel our pierced side,
Yet we know it's all worth it, for that's who we are,
Mothers and Fathers who love, rendered lepers with scars…

We of the lepers' colony know who we are,
But we rejoice despite pain, knowing the love treasured within each scar!

Jesus, despite His perfection in Heaven, today still retains Love's scars!
So when we see them in Heaven, we'll be reminded each time
Of such love poured out for us, surpassing any other love by far…

So perhaps, when sprung into Heav'n from our lepers' colony, we too will still bear Love's scars…

Perhaps our children will be overjoyed to see the depths of our love poured out for them within each of our Love-filled scars.




Poem - Heart Scars in The Lepers' Colony - Angie Bennett Prince - June 24, 2014


















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Monday, June 20, 2011

Tuesday's Trust - No Scar? ~Amy Carmichael







Tuesday's Trust


No Scar?


~Amy Carmichael





Hast thou no scar?

No hidden scar on foot, or side, or hand?

I hear thee sung as mighty in the land,

I hear them hail thy bright ascendant star,

Hast thou no scar?



Hast thou no wound?

Yet I was wounded by the archers, spent,

Leaned me against a tree to die; and rent

By ravening beasts that compassed me, I swooned:

Hast thou no wound?



No wound? No scar?

Yet, as the Master shall the servant be,

And pierc-ed are the feet that follow me;

But thine are whole: can he have followed far

Who has no wound nor scar?



~Amy Carmichael





*****





"Can a mother forget the baby at her breast

and have no compassion on the child she has borne?

Though she may forget,

I will not forget you!

See, I have engraved you on the palms of My hands;

your walls are ever before Me."


~Psalm 49:15-16 NIV




*****



"For to you it has been granted on behalf of Christ,

not only to believe in Him, but also to suffer for His sake."


~Philippians 1:29









Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Wednesday's Woe - Heart Scars ~by Tommy Prince






Wednesday's Woe


Heart Scars



~by Tommy Prince






"Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real, the events that cause them can never be forgotten."


~Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses





Scars are a powerful reminder we have a past. We have an emotional scar, an ever present reminder:




SHE IS NOT HERE




is accentuated every holiday,


every birthday,


every wedding,


every family get-together.




Holidays are brutal. So-called "holidays" are now worse than normal days.




I cannot take another special event without her. It is NOT special. Our baby is not here with us to enjoy it, to enjoy life.




A part of us is always dying, and those events are just reminders that our dream world, our incubator of love and sweetness and all that is sacred, was smashed to pieces in our faces.








Then add to it TOXICITY of family...



"Friends, like fish, start stinking after 3 days."



Family (when steeped in toxicity), like rotten fish, starts stinking after 3 seconds.





There Are Just Some Things We Cannot Do Any More...




I was planning to go to a family event recently.



In actuality, it was a d**n freak show. (Let's just say someone hired a body-guard for the event if that tells you anything...)



"We can do this 'for one of the kids,'" I was telling myself...



Then it hit me:




No, We Can't.




We Are Rendered As Helpless As Little Children Ourselves.




And If We Don't Protect Ourselves, I ask myself, Who Will?!






It's time now to be a good-enough parent to ourselves...





In a medical Intensive Care Unit, all possible germs are exterminated for safety purposes.

So too, in an "Emotional Intensive Care Unit,"

(that each of us in Child-Loss Grief needs to create for ourselves in our homes and in our communities that we may grieve in a healthy way),


All Possible Toxicity Must Be Eradicated...









Pictures, all from http://heart.gallery.sytes.org/
Scarred heart picture: http://bit.ly/a5SFm6
Sacred dream world of Love pic: http://bit.ly/cKRtAY
Emotional ICU pic: http://bit.ly/9WIz6v