Showing posts with label The Truth Behind Our Shattered Beliefs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The Truth Behind Our Shattered Beliefs. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Wednesday's Woe - Shattered Beliefs...










Wednesday's Woe

Shattered Beliefs...






…….My daughter was killed…

But He wouldn't do that to me.

…….She was killed violently.

But He wouldn't do that to her.

…….God sees all.

Did He see her then?

…….God knows all.

Did He know that was coming?

…….God is everywhere.

Was He with her that night?

…….God is love.

Does love ever kill?

…….God is a Shepherd.

Does a Shepherd watch while a lamb is killed?

…….God is a Refuge.

Could she find safety that night?

…….God is Ever-Present Help in times of trouble.

Did He help her that night?

…….God came to give life.

Did He give life that night?

…….God is our Rescue.

Did He rescue her that night?

…….God is merciful.

Did He have mercy on her that night?

…….God is all-powerful.

Did He overpower Satan that night?

…….She is His child!

My kingdom is not of this world.

…….She is with Him!

My view is much bigger than yours.

…….He saved her!

This world is not all there is.

…….God is peace.

Your little lamb, My little lamb, is at peace.

…….God is love.











Picture, thanks to ~Out of the Ashes

Monday, April 30, 2012

Tuesday's Trust - Trusting God's Heart...








Tuesday's Trust

Trusting God's Heart...





"We cannot always trace God's hand, but we can always trust God's heart."


~Charles Spurgeon










Picture, thanks to Happy Heart Daily Inspiration

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Monday's Mourning Ministry - I'm Still Yours ~Kutless / Of What Does Faith Make Us Certain?








Monday's Mourning Ministry



I'm Still Yours ~Kutless


~


Of What Does Faith Make Us Certain?







"FAITH...MAKES US CERTAIN of realities we do not see."


~Hebrews 11:1NEB




What realities can we be sure of? There is a popular notion about prayer which assumes that the thing asked for ought to be the object of faith -- "Lord, give me this or that," wherefore "this" and "that" become the realities. No. The Bible states the absolutes that we can be certain of: the character of God, his Love, his will that we be conformed to His Son's likeness, his sovereign control of all the universe. When faith latches on to those realities which we do not see with our eyes, it can never be confounded.


If it makes the thing asked for its object, faith itself will dissolve if the Lord's answer is no, or not yet, or wait.



"In Thee, O Lord do I put my trust. Let me never be put to confusion."


~Psalm 71:1 AV




~Devotional, by Elisabeth Elliot




*****







I'm Still Yours


~Kutless



If You washed away my vanity

If You took away my words

If all my world was swept away

Would You be enough for me?

Would my beating heart still sing?


If I lost it all

Would my hands stay lifted

To the God who gives and takes away


If You take it all

This life You've given,

Still my heart will sing to You


When my life is not what I expected

The plans I made have failed

When there's nothing left to steal me away

Will You be enough for me?

Will my broken heart still sing?


If I lost it all

Would my hands stay lifted

To the God who gives

And takes away?


If You take it all

This life You've given

Still my heart

Will sing to You


Even if You take it all away,

You’ll never let me go

Take it all away

But I still know


That I'm Yours

I'm still Yours


Oh, I'm Yours

I'm still Yours

I'm still Yours












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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Friday's Faith - If We Ask God...?






Friday's Faith


If We Ask God...?





As I began reading the scripture today that goes with the content of a devotional I was reading,


I cried...


This is the assurance we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us -- whatever we ask -- we know that we have what we asked of Him.


~I John 5:14-15




My heart cried out,


"But Lord, we asked for her safety amidst her trials and temptations. We trusted, we believed, and we stood fast on Your promises. Yet she was killed!"



In child-loss, many of us have such questions in which our faith is sorely tried. Sometimes our questions arise from the areas in which we inadvertently have allowed ourselves to be spoon-fed (or worse, allowed ourselves to have our ears tickled with what we wanted to hear) versus solid-food-fed.


After my tears, God showed me this devotional by Amy Carmichael in Edges of His Ways, starting with this scripture:


"I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the powers of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you."
~Luke 10:19




In this particular devotional, Carmichael remonstrates:



"Our Lord Jesus said this to the 70; and yet we know that all down the ages His servants have been hurt in a 1000 ways. So the words must mean, and we know they do mean, something that goes far deeper than bodily hurt, deeper even than disappointment -- that hardest hurt the mind can be asked to bear.


"It must mean that our spirits shall tread on serpents and scorpions, and have power over all the enemy. Nothing shall be allowed to sting our spirit, to poison it, or paralyze it. It is one of the magnificent promises of the Bible.

"We cannot take it too literally. There is no need to be overcome, whatever happens."



Then Carmichael ended her devotional with a scripture (of which I will use a newer translation):


"March on, my soul; be strong!"


~Judges 5:21



*****



This devotional reminded me of how God ensured my precious child's spirit would not be "poisoned" nor "paralyzed" as Amy Carmichael relates above by ensuring that she had the opportunity to return to Him before she was killed two days later:



One of the sweetest "gifts" I received "from" Merry Katherine after her death was a sign of the sure evidence that after our very soul-oriented talk with her on July 31, 2006 (two days before she was killed) her sweet heart and soul returned to the Lord. On 7/31, she had recorded a C.D. on our computer here at home in order to take it with her on her trip -- we discovered evidence on our computer of what she had recorded some time after her death. -- This first recording that she made had included, in essence, rebellious songs oriented around acting out with alcohol...



Later that same night, we had a soulful talk with her, painstakingly addressing her misconceptions about our disciplining of her... Two days later, on August 2, 2006 (before she went on her ill-fated trip in which she and two other teens would be killed later that evening), she came back by our house to gather some things for her trip. On that same day, Wednesday, August 2, 2006 (we found out months later), she had recorded a different C.D. -- one with some of the powerful Christian songs her older brother Rollin had given her at a spiritual turning point in her life that held great meaning for her soul. What a contrast in selection of music! What precious evidence left behind of her heart and soul softened toward her loving God!


God indeed allowed nothing to violate her soul's sure standing with Him!









Picture - thanks to Jesus Daily on Facebook
Devotional - from Edges of His Ways ~by Amy Carmichael

Monday, April 18, 2011

Monday's Mourning Ministry - Blessings ~Laura Story





Monday's Mourning Ministry



Blessings


~Laura Story




We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops Is 45:8
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears?
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near?
And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise?

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our Home,
It's not our Home!

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops?
What if Your healing comes through tears?
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near?
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy?
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise?








BackStory to Blessings

~Laura Story











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Friday, August 6, 2010

Friday's Faith - The Truth Behind Our Shattered Beliefs ~by Tommy and Angie Prince








Friday's Faith


The Truth Behind Our Shattered Beliefs


~by Tommy and Angie Prince




"In this world you WILL HAVE trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

~John 16:33b




Though God hates death, God even uses death, in ways mysterious to us, to further His Kingdom and bring Himself glory...


We talked in last weeks' posts of the Assumptive Beliefs we unwittingly fell for somewhere in our lifetime, only to have our Spiritual Foundation turned upside down when our baby girl was killed.


Many of today's false prophets tickle peoples' ears with what we want to hear --


"You are protected by God, you will be safe, you will prosper, you will be blessed..."


AND THEN YOU LOSE YOUR CHILD?


So you're left reeling, shaking your head, trying to grapple with these Assumptive Beliefs blown wide open.



If the church where you were going taught such "magical thinking," how then can you go back to church? Your experience has been totally opposite to such teachings. So how is the church going to help you now? Their teachings have failed you.



Jesus even prayed for His followers both then, for those with Him, and now, for those of us coming to know Him many generations later ~ He prayed for our protection as He knew He was leaving this earth. (~John 17)


But He also told us that as He was treated, so would we be treated...

(~John 15:18-21)




But this must not set well in the craw of the Tickle-the-Ears preachers...


I don't think I ever in all these many years heard a sermon about what evil horrors fell on each of the beloved Apostles Jesus had hand-chosen to follow Him and serve those He loved...



Let's take a walk through the Land of Suffering in the Valley of the Shadow of Death...



In Luke 12:14, we see the names of all the twelve that Jesus chose to be His disciples. We know what happened to the 12th one who rebelled and betrayed the Living Lord: Judas Iscariot after selling Jesus to the enemies that hated Him and wanted to kill him, had massive regret and chose to kill himself.


What about the other 11 Apostles?


  1. Simon Peter after years of bringing the Gospel to the Jews was challenging the magic of Simon Magus who was favored by Nero. Peter was imprisoned and led a captain of the guards to Christ, along with many others. Peter is scourged, then crucified upside down because he does not feel worthy to die in the same way as did his Lord.
  2. Andrew (who had first introduced his brother Simon Peter to Jesus) was the first real friend to Jesus. He was the one who brought before Jesus the little boy with the loaves and the fish which Jesus blessed, and then they were able to feed 5,000 hungry people. Andrew also introduced the first Greeks to Jesus. Years after Jesus died, was resurrected, and ascended to Heaven, Andrew met his death because he refused to worship a pagan god. According to legend, Andrew's last words were, "Would, Father, that I had time to teach truth to my murderers..."
  3. James, the brother of John was one of the three apostles who was in Jesus' "inner circle" - the three, Peter, James, and John were the three who went with Jesus to the Garden of Gethsemane on the night before the crucifixion where they were asked by Jesus to please pray for Him. Years later, James spread the gospel to Spain. He was the first disciple to suffer martyrdom; upon his death, his body was returned to Spain.
  4. John the Apostle was exiled to the Isle of Patmos where he was banished by Domitian because of his testimony of Jesus Christ, but he used this time to write the book of Revelation which is now the last book of our Bible. He was sentenced to labor in the mines of the island. When he was released from his banishment, he moved back to Ephesus where he died shortly thereafter from natural causes at the age of 100.
  5. Philip had a powerful ministry in Carthage, North Africa. He traveled to Asia Minor where he converted the wife of a Roman governor (a proconsul). So to retaliate, the governor had Philip arrested and then cruelly put to death.
  6. Bartholomew (who was first called Nathanael) was the apostle that first argued with Philip when he told Nathanael he had found the Messiah, "Can anything good come out of Nazareth?" but then when Philip took him to Jesus, Nathanael proclaimed "...thou art the Son of God; thou art King of Israel" when he first saw Christ. After Pentecost, going by the name of Bartholomew, he traveled with Philip throughout the East -- to Mesopotamia, Persia, Egypt, and then Armenia where Bartholomew was beaten and crucified.
  7. Matthew opened the door to the gospel in Persia, Egypt, and Ethiopia but was later killed with a spear in Nadabah, Ethiopia.
  8. Thomas took the gospel to Syria and India. He preached to Parthians, Medes, and Persians. Later Thomas was stabbed to death by Brahman priests in Mylapore, India.
  9. James, the son of Alphaeus preached the gospel in Persia where he was beaten and stoned to death by the Jews at the age of 94.
  10. Simon the Zealot, because of his zealous nature had always believed that Jesus had come to establish a kingdom on earth, and like others, he was sure that Jesus would eventually overthrow the Roman rule. He became loving and gentle through his association with Jesus. He was present at the Last Supper and at Pentecost. Then he was reported to have gone to Babylon and the Black Sea area to share the gospel. He then finished his work in the land known as Great Britain. One tradition says that Simon was martyred in Great Britain, but others claimed that he was martyred along with Judas, the son of James in Persia.
  11. Judas, the son of James (also called Thaddeus) went with Simon the Zealot to Great Britain. They then went to Persia to proclaim Christ where they were torn apart by a Persian mob.
  12. Matthias was the apostle who replaced Judas Iscariot after his death. Matthias preached Christ in Asia Minor and Syria. He was burned to death in Syria.


Other familiar names from Jesus' followers:


James, the half-brother of Jesus was martyred. He was brought before the Sanhedrin and accused of blaspheming the law. He was brought to the pinnacle of the temple, thrown down, and was clubbed and stoned to death.


Barnabus was martyred in Salamis, Cyprus.


Titus died on the island of Crete.


Andrew was crucified in Patras.


Luke was crucified with Andrew in Patras.


Timothy was stoned to death after protesting festivities in honor of the pagan goddess Diana.


John Mark took the gospel to Alexandria, Egypt. While there, he enraged a mob by telling them that the pagan god Serapis was worthless. Mark was dragged by a rope around his neck through the streets by horses and was then imprisoned for the night. The following morning, the same ordeal was repeated until his death.


Paul was converted by a vision of Christ after Jesus had ascended to Heaven, so Paul never personally met Jesus, yet he declared to Timothy, "I KNOW HIM whom I have believed." He brought the gospel to the Jews and wrote and taught to all he could that one could have intimate spiritual intercourse with Christ the Lord. He also richly believed and taught of Jesus' ultimate victory and triumphant reign. Paul met his martyred death by being beheaded.





Perhaps if we had been steeped in this knowledge of what can actually happen to you EVEN, and especially, if you are a follower of our Lord, we would not be so shocked when we are subjected to the horrors of the Vile One, neither by what he does to our loved ones nor by what he might do to us.




Instead, we too often have been steeped in a version of Christ that has been re-sculpted (if not downright mutilated) into a


"Gospel" of "Consumer Benefits":

"Here's what you can get from God!"


We hear the "Tribal Speak" of language that is geared toward our getting "what we want" in life through God's "blessing us" because "God loves us." That message has infiltrated the church of today.


Because of this "Consumer Benefits" approach, there is no language and no explanation for the alternative.


This altered state of the church does not seem to be interested in ministering


  • to the depths of one's soul, or
  • to someone's damaged soul or spirit, or even
  • to one's faulty assumptive beliefs that have been blown to bits by the death of his/her child.

IInstead, it has a preoccupation with the "Consumer Benefits" and "Sin-Management" of one's life. And there are streaks of paganism running throughout these messages and their presentations. There is a message that


"Somehow we need to be d-o-i-n-g something more to please God... What is wrong with me that God didn't do this? I could have done something to alter the course of God's feelings toward me..."


THAT IS PAGANISM, NOT FAITH.


That is why Tommy wrote the earlier post, "THERE IS NO ROOM IN THE INN FOR THE EMOTIONALLY WOUNDED."


Being emotionally wounded doesn't fit with the "Consumer Benefits" approach... unless of course you yield to the promptings of many to "get over" your grief, or at least HIDE YOUR GRIEF so that your pain "doesn't make God look bad," or at least that's the underlying message behind their words.


There is a strong push to "Stop Being Authentic," that we need to present a "Peachy-Keen" front to everyone so that we can be a good testimony to God.


-- What an insult to the Living Lord! --


King David, the psalmist, did not present "Peachy Keen" when he was hurting, and He was deemed by the scriptures as "a man after God's own heart."


Religious institutions are made up of rules and accepted roles and behaviors. Being injured or emotionally damaged is unacceptable to a religious institute.


"Failure" is not tolerated. They have defined the gospel as "God loves you and great things are going to happen to you."



Then there's no narrative for the alternative except the very message that Job's friends gave him (that we now know that God Himself was furious over) when they said,


"YOU'VE BROUGHT THESE PROBLEMS ON YOURSELF."



It's the difference in seeing God as a bunch of rules, roles and behaviors we keep -- which is flat, static, and dead, versus seeing God as alive, Spirit, dynamic, able to meet you in the deepest hell on this earth when you feel like a failure spiritually, and God says,


"YOU ARE MY BELOVED CHILD!"




"There's something wrong with our belief system when life 'happens' and our version of the gospel cuts us off from the Source."

~Dallas Willard



Yes, there's something wrong with our belief system when life "happens" and our version of the gospel cuts us off from the Source--our living, loving God who is there for us through thick and thin--even, and especially, through the deepest, darkest Valley of the Shadow of Death where we have lost our precious child.



Tommy says,


"I'm not mad at God as much as I am mad at WHAT I believed about God. THAT about did me in!"












Stained Glass Picture, thanks to @LillyAnn
From the lecture "Mental Health and Holiness" presented by Dallas Willard to the American Association of Christian Counselors (2003)

Facts about the Apostles of Christ from two books:
The Untold Story of the New Testament Church by Frank Viola (2004)
Jesus and the Twelve (1960)