Showing posts with label Reminders of My Child in Heaven. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Reminders of My Child in Heaven. Show all posts

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Monday's Mourning Ministry - I See Her... / Missing You ~Billy Ray Cyrus









Monday's Mourning Ministry


Missing You

~Billy Ray Cyrus

~

I See Her...




In the star, I see her twinkling at me,
In the rock, I see her stability.
In th’ white dove, I see her gentle ways,
In the river, I see her refreshing gaze.
In the rose, I see her bright, sweet smile,
In the lotus, I see her bright, fresh style.
In bread, I see her enlivening mood,
In the moon, I see her darkening brood.
In roots, I see her grounding influence,
In the owl, I see her sharp discernments.
In the breath, I feel her quickened presence,
In God’s beauty, I sense her sweet essence.


In Your creation, I am reminded
I’d still see her, ev’n if I were blinded!





*****





Missing You

~Billy Ray Cyrus


~

A Mother's Lament for a Son:
Video by TeriAnn Sargent for her son,
Jarred Steven Sargent
3/19/1984 - 11/5/2010


I live for the phone
I die for the mail
I took your picture
right off the nail
And put it right by my bed
So I could see you instead
Of the darkness of night


I hold conversations
with you in my mind
They only tighten
this knot deep inside
And the aching won't end
'Til i hold you again
If I only survive...


Why did you have to go
Why am I missing you so?
One heartbeat at a time
I'm going out of my mind
Missing you...
Missing you

I started a letter
I stared at your name
There wasn't a line
that didn't echo my pain
There was no sound at all
With the slow lonely fall
Of an unspoken tear.

Why did you have to go
Why am I missing you so?
One heartbeat at a time
I'm going out of my mind
Missing you...
Missing you

Life may take us
In different directions
But I'll always end up
deeper, deeper
in my true affection

Why did you have to go
Why am I missing you so?
One heartbeat at a time
I'm going out of my mind
Missing you...
Missing you

Missing you...
Missing you

Missing you...
Missing you

Missing you...
Missing you

Missing you darling
Missing you baby

Missing you...
Missing you


*****


"I sometimes hold it half a sin
to put in words the grief I feel
For words, like Nature, half reveal
And half conceal the soul within."

~Alfred Lord Tennyson


This is how it feels
when the sacred is torn
from your life...
and the
"dark night of the soul"
becomes your constant
companion










Picture - Thanks to Grieving Mothers
Poem – I See Her - Angie Bennett Prince - 11/5/08
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LttBKtzSgA

Monday, April 4, 2011

Tuesday's Trust - O Butterfly, Sweet Butterfly ~ Reminders of My Child in Heaven...







Tuesday's Trust


O Butterfly, Sweet Butterfly


Reminders of My Child in Heaven...





Sweet butterfly, sweet butterfly

Soaring past me in the sky,

Bringing messages from my love,

My love who soars the sky above...



O butterfly, O butterfly,

Soothing, visual lullaby,

Reminds me so, that I love one

Who soars the Heav'ns, above the sun...



Butterfly, precious butterfly,

Your festive flutter fills my heart

With joy-filled sign that one I love

Remembers me from up Above...



She sends her sign for me to see,

That she flies free, as free as thee...



She sees my tears, and cries with me,

Yet longs for me to flutter free,

Filled with laughter, joy, and peace,

That Final Day when tears all cease.



And yet, for now, she sends her love

Sweet reminders, she's up Above...

Waiting There for me to come,

Receive her kisses, God's Kingdom come...



O Butterfly, sweet butterfly,

God's sign of life flies through the sky

You too once were hidden away

Out of sight for many-a-day...

Vital life, all cloaked in dark

Before signs of life, God's world seemed stark...



She sends her sign for me to see,

That she flies free, as free as thee...



Thanking God, you now fly free,

Reminding us, by faith, to see...













Top Picture - Mine, taken August 7, 2009
Bottom Picture thanks to Google Images
Poem - O Butterfly, Sweet Butterfly - Angie Bennett Prince - 4/2/2011